Help in time of need? or just another tormented soul?
Deep inside the madness of an insane mind, I can feel the tightness of the straight jacket as it rubs against my skin. I am lost in this hell where all seems to be normal till you start to try to live that way. There is no god you can see or hear or even know is there beyond a guess. but the devil is plain to see in all the peoples eyes and in every "lifestyle" we lead, that "Devil" being nothing more then the attitude and belief we follow not attain to.
And what is the "Devil" anyway but a person who does something contrary to your personal beliefs and feelings and ideas of morality. if god is all "good" and light and the devil is all "Bad" and black what lies in between? and if there is no in between then aren't the devil and god one?
YOU are creating your madness and YOU are creating your insanity by a mind filled with an over examination of every aspect of your being and a judgmental attitude that tries to set your goals to morality. (you know the one's you can never quite seem to attain and are always one step away from) you have become your worst enemy and god and the devil are not even around to enjoy the benefits or discomforts you entail to them.
You are paranoid because you know what YOU have done and no one else. and you overinflate the guilt so much it plays itself out in the area and people around you yet only in your own mind and reality not theirs. Though it may feel and look real to you it may not be so to others viewing you from outside of your reality. hence the overwhelming amount of people labeled insane or delusional, they are just lost in their own private heaven or hell. (the majority of them being hell of course due to the society we live in)
We must deal with the situations we face abjectivly ( like I really know what this word really means). we have to be real not only to ourselves but those around us and have to keep ourselves clear of substances or attitudes that would affect our outlook or distort our view of the general reality we all co-exist in. for to do any of those things I just mentioned would place us in a reality seperate from the one we all share. (or at least our mindset)
If we are to build a reality or world we ALL can enjoy and find peace in and not just a thousand year reign but an eternity, then we must ALL work together and not get sidetracked by a need or a greed that is contrary to the path we all agreed on to complete this plan. we must be diligent in doing whatever it takes ( within realistic acheivability of course) to bring about our utopia.
Because it is all to easy just to sit back and let the custodians of this world and reality to take over and take care of us as they see fit and to suck the power rightfully given to us out in daily doses of emotional rape and delusional mind implacment.
We really have no one to blame and never did for anything that comes our way, for what we put out will only come back to us multiplied to the Nth power of all that was given it on it's way out.
We look to a GOD to applaud and glorify and praise for something we had go right in our lives and a DEVIL to blame for all the rest. But in truth we deserve both and should rightfully turn BOTH inward to either compliment our selves for something we did or to face the music for a wrong we have knowingly or unknowingly done. (and in the latter case, understand why we did it and take steps to make sure it doesn't happen again)
all of these things lead to a single governing word we all seem to have lost in our reality we call home, and that word is MORALITY, for to have it and place it alongside of LOVE and TRUTH. you would see your Utopia bloom and continue to do so for all eternity. but turn away from even one and all three will wither and die and not sprout again till the root has been dug out and replaced anew.
But alas, this is not an easy thing to do, but only to say it seems.
AND I ABOVE ALL KNOW THAT TO BE A TRUTH!
(it's the reason why I join you here in hell and wear this jacket in the first place.)
And what is the "Devil" anyway but a person who does something contrary to your personal beliefs and feelings and ideas of morality. if god is all "good" and light and the devil is all "Bad" and black what lies in between? and if there is no in between then aren't the devil and god one?
YOU are creating your madness and YOU are creating your insanity by a mind filled with an over examination of every aspect of your being and a judgmental attitude that tries to set your goals to morality. (you know the one's you can never quite seem to attain and are always one step away from) you have become your worst enemy and god and the devil are not even around to enjoy the benefits or discomforts you entail to them.
You are paranoid because you know what YOU have done and no one else. and you overinflate the guilt so much it plays itself out in the area and people around you yet only in your own mind and reality not theirs. Though it may feel and look real to you it may not be so to others viewing you from outside of your reality. hence the overwhelming amount of people labeled insane or delusional, they are just lost in their own private heaven or hell. (the majority of them being hell of course due to the society we live in)
We must deal with the situations we face abjectivly ( like I really know what this word really means). we have to be real not only to ourselves but those around us and have to keep ourselves clear of substances or attitudes that would affect our outlook or distort our view of the general reality we all co-exist in. for to do any of those things I just mentioned would place us in a reality seperate from the one we all share. (or at least our mindset)
If we are to build a reality or world we ALL can enjoy and find peace in and not just a thousand year reign but an eternity, then we must ALL work together and not get sidetracked by a need or a greed that is contrary to the path we all agreed on to complete this plan. we must be diligent in doing whatever it takes ( within realistic acheivability of course) to bring about our utopia.
Because it is all to easy just to sit back and let the custodians of this world and reality to take over and take care of us as they see fit and to suck the power rightfully given to us out in daily doses of emotional rape and delusional mind implacment.
We really have no one to blame and never did for anything that comes our way, for what we put out will only come back to us multiplied to the Nth power of all that was given it on it's way out.
We look to a GOD to applaud and glorify and praise for something we had go right in our lives and a DEVIL to blame for all the rest. But in truth we deserve both and should rightfully turn BOTH inward to either compliment our selves for something we did or to face the music for a wrong we have knowingly or unknowingly done. (and in the latter case, understand why we did it and take steps to make sure it doesn't happen again)
all of these things lead to a single governing word we all seem to have lost in our reality we call home, and that word is MORALITY, for to have it and place it alongside of LOVE and TRUTH. you would see your Utopia bloom and continue to do so for all eternity. but turn away from even one and all three will wither and die and not sprout again till the root has been dug out and replaced anew.
But alas, this is not an easy thing to do, but only to say it seems.
AND I ABOVE ALL KNOW THAT TO BE A TRUTH!
(it's the reason why I join you here in hell and wear this jacket in the first place.)
posted by Tao2004 at 12:58 PM
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