I was thinking about something. I shouldn't try to understand the "dark side". If you are here on Earth you are already a part of the dark side, right? It doesn't matter how you fell here. I mean the longing to feel what you see, wanting to understand it, or whatever. You're a part of it.

Now didn't Jesus understand and love the worst? To really love someone you have to know them. I believe to have real love you must know a soul, why they are and who they are. If you can't understand why they do what they do, how can you help them? I don't believe in being stuck or trapped by one set of ways. I think that during your life on Earth you must taste a part of all life styles to understand why it is the way it is. If you continue to hoard you become lost. I think that we have had other lives, we just don't remember. To move beyond what we know as reality we have to be able to see all that has happened.
You can't say you know what God made everything for. Think if you were an angel sitting with God and say all the emotions and beauty of humans on Earth, wouldn't you want to feel it? If only to see what it felt like. Because you haven't yet reached the awareness of the same spirit you came here with you don't see the whole picture. It is a collective conciseness, not a day to day one. Maybe you left God to see what he created!!! He warned you, yet you were curious of change, to be able to be with God again you must first see all of his creations. If you can't look into your whole being, then you can't see why you are here.
Some souls are trapped here, that what keeps this life in existence. I know you want to free them, open their mind. Why would God have even gave this moment a chance to exist if it wasn't for a reason? God is what we are, so all we feel and experience is also what God experiences and feels. Instead of looking to make something different, why no live it and enjoy and love all the things here? Do not change it only experience it, and have others think about why it is. To love something, truly love it you have to understand why it is the way it is. beauty is in every waking moment. Love is much deeper than acceptance. Love is knowing why and who something is. Love is seeing that God is what you consider your enemy.
God is what is your enemy. You think you know something is wrong, or you need to fight it, yet you cannot make that decision because you are not God. Trust in him to know what he made. You only fight a part of him. Accept him all as love, even suffering.

If only you see

Since life is imperfect and people are always looking for the way to contentment, eventually they learn that rules and leaders stand in the way. The leaders promise great things in the future, rich country, jobs, health, vacations. When they see their family and friends die a miserable life with nothing to show they stop believing in a better future and start living in the moment. Rules are set up, Listen to rules now and follow or face ETERNITY suffering. The whole thing is based on feelings, no actual proof. How do you prove it wrong when there’s no way to prove it exists? Our ancestors were forced to worship and schools forced you to believe, or you became nothing. Who do more people listen and follow, the man in the shack preaching of living now and enjoying, or the millionaire taking your money? They don’t work for it they pay people to do the work and they collect. Whom is happy telling of God and its Gods way, but when you die, or end a heaven of gold awaits? If these people truly worshiped they wouldn’t be putting you under. Religion is for that brainwashed, un self-educated people. Do you really want to be a slave, Working most of your life away? So you can afford to live. Since we have this way of life, you do not know what if freewill is. You just believe you’re powerless. Whom has more power one man with a gun or five men with nothing more than a bat? Would you die to free the ones you love? You’d die to make sure they have a failing economy and a shrinking set of rights! Do you ever think there’s something else, past the roads and machines? This helpless feeling, well there is, There’s life or nature, what you were created from. Animals don’t conti plate what will happen in a week. They get along fine. No, our whole life is set in the future. Nothing is now. We’re destroying everything just sitting in front of T.V. We watch our concepts of life, this is how you should be, don’t try to find out for yourself. Learn from our recorded past. No reason to make your own mistakes. It’s already been done. Most of your memories aren’t even your own! Does that bother you? Ever noticed how children are happy and care free? Maybe that’s why. When they’re hungry, they eat, tired they sleep. We change them to follow a schedule, time, something that doesn’t even really exist. It’s a concept, not fact. Why are teen years so hard? Maybe because the time for basic natural instincts are over and its time to become a slave in this alternate reality. They look and see a life of pain is ahead and they revel. Try to hold on to the little bit of happiness lift. If they’re not going through this transition well, pump them full of meds so they can’t fight. Seem holy to you? Think of when you were truly happy, okey, now were you thinking of the future? There’s nothing wrong with you. You’re just told it’s not normal. Why would humans be so different from the entire rest of the universe? Do you really think you’re that special? If our minds are so important, why can’t we live off thoughts? A controlling person is only that way because someone else is controlling them. They need to release their feelings and emotions on someone else.