I was thinking about something. I shouldn't try to understand the "dark side". If you are here on Earth you are already a part of the dark side, right? It doesn't matter how you fell here. I mean the longing to feel what you see, wanting to understand it, or whatever. You're a part of it.

Now didn't Jesus understand and love the worst? To really love someone you have to know them. I believe to have real love you must know a soul, why they are and who they are. If you can't understand why they do what they do, how can you help them? I don't believe in being stuck or trapped by one set of ways. I think that during your life on Earth you must taste a part of all life styles to understand why it is the way it is. If you continue to hoard you become lost. I think that we have had other lives, we just don't remember. To move beyond what we know as reality we have to be able to see all that has happened.
You can't say you know what God made everything for. Think if you were an angel sitting with God and say all the emotions and beauty of humans on Earth, wouldn't you want to feel it? If only to see what it felt like. Because you haven't yet reached the awareness of the same spirit you came here with you don't see the whole picture. It is a collective conciseness, not a day to day one. Maybe you left God to see what he created!!! He warned you, yet you were curious of change, to be able to be with God again you must first see all of his creations. If you can't look into your whole being, then you can't see why you are here.
Some souls are trapped here, that what keeps this life in existence. I know you want to free them, open their mind. Why would God have even gave this moment a chance to exist if it wasn't for a reason? God is what we are, so all we feel and experience is also what God experiences and feels. Instead of looking to make something different, why no live it and enjoy and love all the things here? Do not change it only experience it, and have others think about why it is. To love something, truly love it you have to understand why it is the way it is. beauty is in every waking moment. Love is much deeper than acceptance. Love is knowing why and who something is. Love is seeing that God is what you consider your enemy.
God is what is your enemy. You think you know something is wrong, or you need to fight it, yet you cannot make that decision because you are not God. Trust in him to know what he made. You only fight a part of him. Accept him all as love, even suffering.