Our society likes to think that God is a human figure. In my mind God is all. The masses want to make him more tangible so we assume traits. God is only the energy transfer and changing of it. God is life, death, the beginning and the end.
(God cannot be referred to as a person)
Everything is God so God is you and all of existence. I guess God is existence and nonresistance. Since the same thing is the beging and end there is not a begining or end.
Humans want to believe they are special, but you want to think you’re the savior or just to be remembered. To be remembered in our society you must gain a following. It is only a game of control.
Over time “we” ;by we I mean all life since before the begining; have changed life to fit our struggle for identity and meaning. We believe our ideas, then they become truths. The only truth is change. To have hate towards something is natural and will happen in life. When you act and hold on to it you surrender your free will. You have the ability to examine and understand, you choose to react to the stimuli without using thought. Unless you exercise that thought process you posses, to reason and understand you lose the urge, or passion.
An object in motion tends to stay in motion and an object at rest tends to stay at rest. By reasonable deduction the motion you are in will tend to continue. To change your “path” or motion correlates with the energy put into it. In turn the longer you think and act collectivley and act, the harder(more force needed) to change.
Since life is the exchange of energies, you should never fall to repeating one life. If your actions are balanced then you can be content. When you let one aspect of your life have great pull on the rest you are only concentrating on one. Life is experience you only need to experience a way until you can understand it. If you continue to take and take of it becomes routine. Life is more amazing than anyone could imagine. Repition for surviva is understandible, but repition because of a beings incecurities is a trap.
When you let it become something that you no longer question, yet need to have you have lost your free will. Question everything, then think for and in yourself about the reasons, outcomes,why it even happens, and see it for what it truely is . Once you can understand it and accept it you have no need to pursue it any longer. If you do you only express gluttony. You need no more, you already have it all, yet you take and take all you can regardless of the rest of existence.
Your gift is to be able to judge yourself, yet we want to judge all existence. Since we are not it we don’t and can’t ever truly understand it. Everything in existence (in other terms we can’t understand) when you look at the actual meaning of the names in the bible, some aren’t even related to a person. You see, giver of light is the father of truth. You must interpret it in the original form. Light comes before truth, and that is my interpretation, yours might be different, you have to decide for yourself, not another.
I don’t think that all the people in the bible were even people at all. I believe some were concepts. Someone wanted beings to be able to grasp it, so they personified their concepts. Until you have a basic understanding you cannot discover what you don’t know.
First you must know it exists to challenge it. You can do or think any thing you want, its not wrong and you will never go to “hell”. You see hell isn’t a place, a tangible place it’s a place of violent reactions, a place where energies are only centralized, they no longer freely transfer among all of existence, they become trapped.
We crave certainty so we try to understand, then we set rules, laws when there are exceptions we don’t want to accept them so we shy away. We think that it is impossible for our laws to not have a system that is mathematically proportionate to what we have grown accustomed to in our perception of existence.
Because we are unable to grasp a concept we fear what we might find "WHY". For so long we have set up paths deemed acceptable only to kill the beauty of difference.
We want to change laws of life to fit our perception, striving for perfection. Since we have no perfection to compare to we don’t really know what it is. Perfection could be imperfection for all we know. Because we need words to express ideas you are confined to a society.
Some thoughts have no words. When you think do you not think in words?
How does a person born deaf and blind tink? They don’t know sound or vision. How do they interpret they’re thoughts. They think not in words, but what? Touch, smell, what?
We are fighting the word of existence. The word is what existence is. We are trying to create and destroy components of it. Unless you can fully understand you are blindly acting without expressing your free will. In turn we are all a component of God, God wouldn’t be God without all of you and all of everything.
We battle our own thoughts, so it is the same for God. God’s different components are battling inside. We are but that struggle within God. You need not struggle and try to change. Until you are awake at the same level as God, when you become one with God. You cannot use the judgment or even consider all of it. To never join the whole, not become the whole, but join and understand without attempts to control it. Always look to explore. You must never “make up your mind” To no longer be open to new thoughts is to think you have the ability to understand what you never could.
Until you realize that you are everything not just your reality, but you are reading and connecting with everything, even what you don’t know. You limit yourself to what you can sense and understand. You are a part of something so much more! It can’t be explained, you must feel it on your own.
When explained we use we use words to express it. Words are our own creation, thus we want to explain with what we believe are truths. What God “existence” really is not in words, a thought, it is only there. It is welcoming, never ending particle of all that is. You get no feeling, no words, thoughts, the only way to know what it is to be whole with God is to discover it.
You shouldn’t teach, for that is your experienced thoughts. You only should encourage questioning in their minds. They will search themselves. You must never force a thought. Every thought is divine because it happened. To force change is to only feed rebellion. Let all discover, do not do it for them. You can share, but never, never fell it is written in stone. All my writings are thoughts to myself, anyone can see them, but they are not the way I believe the world should be or think.
You can only react with existence, when you try to control it it reacts with you, but by not accepting it causes imbalance, to balance the energies it may react opposite. When growing up, teenagers are told and taught. They do not understand what existence is, they are given rules, rules that can never change. Their thoughts are constantly trying to be controlled. What they think is dismissed and ridiculed. We want comfort so difference is a way to isolate someone. Humans need contact. We thrive for open interaction, not forced.
When your ideas and actions deprive you of love you begin to doubt what you think. You try to do what others think you should. The thoughts unacceptable are hidden. To expand your understanding you must share. To have the thoughts of others. In a human life span you can’t understand everything because you will not have the experiences, debate, challenging ideas, You can only challenge yourself so much until you will become un-open to difference.
You may forget and leave the actions that cause you to feel isolated to only try to replace it with material thoughts. Ridicule and fear are normal amongst the beginner. They don’t understand what the conciquences their actions will build to. The elders have had enough experience to help open them. The fear of unexceptance drives us to our own world.
Maybe that is why we search for a soul mate.
We are taught self esteem is something physical or a worldly thing we can change. The shyness is being unconfident of what existence is. You know not what is expected because you are taught there are laws, so you keep all inside. Until you can observe what others do and what is accepted. What is accepted with love, you try to become that. Some people can’t fall into this life. Their experience of life is not the same. What they took in they used the logic the could to create themselves. Because of seclusion they could not gain the benefit of others; loving, open sharing.
To throw away a life is to never bring them further into it. To not accept all of them you in turn force them into stillness. They have no stimulation and their ideas and thoughts fade, to become a machine.
Society tries to create life as they believe it should be. Trying to change or eliminate what is believed wrong, a sin, damned, evil, insane, what ever you call it. It is not to change the product, you will continue to produce it. It is to change the procedures of production.
War is a result of fear. We fear the unknown, but it is something we need. It gives you caution. You have to understand the unknown before you can see what it is. You cannot make a balanced thought on it until you see it. Know it. With this fear inside us we gather with others who also fear the same. They develope righteousness. Believing they must know the absolute truth. When in fact there is no absolute truth. They create their own truth. They create their own enemies fighting other thought in hope they are the superior ones, or Gods most worthy group.
There is no one more worthy than another. The only way to be one with God is to search without the belief you will find the truth, or have already found it. Once you believe you have found it you start to close you thoughts. The true enlightened one believes they are not.
To force is to trap. Nothing is to be forced it must be balanced and steady. At a pace balanced according to them. Their thoughts can only be stimulated not formulated.
Once again these are my thoughts and may and will change with my growth. I crave debate on them and will always concider all thoughts before i critisize.
